i dunno wat to do..
i one to b at his side..
i miss him..
but i really cant bear my ah ma
family
frenx
everyone..
but i one to b at his side..
i one to b at his side..
hw much ll e flight tix cost..?
hw long ll i need to save for e tix..
really regret nt savin in e past..
if i start nw..
ll it b too late..
but i cant seems to save up ani money..
pay tis pay tat..
all e money seems to b gone..
hp bill
internet bill
money for ah ma
every mth gt pple bdae
money for insurance
money for tis
money for tat
where is my money
july is my 2 bestie sister e bdae..
dey r always there for mi when i need dem..
dunno if dey need mi..
am i there..?
tat dae went drinkin wif dem..
hahax.. drunk..
n is e 1st time im drunk till i vomit..
wake up wif a big headache..
bathe..
but head really pain..
dun wanna take MC..
deduct $50 leix..
so lie on bed awhile..
tinkin.. later take cab lo..
den lie till 8.40am..
rush out..
while waitin for lift..
feel like vomitin..head spinnin..
went in e lift..
e vomit feel like comin out le..
e lift is damn slow..
18..14..10..6..1
finally.. i rush out e lift..
n vomit right out..
head spinnin..
sit at downstair.. keep on vomitin..
i ve cry n drunk.. 3times..
my 18th bdae chalet..
2nd on rebecca bdae..
last on e dae my best 2 sister.. who noe im nt in a good mood..
pull mi to drink..
omgx..
i hate chivas..
i miss u..
i one to b at ur side..
but im scare..
im really scare..
i dunno wat to do..
nx tue is grandpa e 100th daes..
mon after wk rush home..
mayb need to stay throughout e nitex..
nt quite sure..
tue alr request off..
apply leave for sat n sun..
but onli sun is approved..
so sat mornin go wk..
den 7pm fang gong..
meet others go rong chalet tgt..
stay overnitex..
sun go home..
mon wkin again..
oh.. sianx..
2mths to b receptionist 2..
i dun one e recept 2..
can i jus one e money..
if 2mth am i able to save $1000..
I MISS U!!
I ONE TO B AT UR SIDE!!
stress..
i miss u..
i one to b hold by u..
pIggyIn
23june09
4.15pm
stress
missed
12:41 AM
