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♥ Sunday, March 8, 2009

recently no update..

hmmm...

tat dae he came for job interview..

yst he came to sing..
kgolden.. sp nitex
wif a frenx..
i ask recept to give a bigger room..
lolx
she give k27
after i fang gong.
i stay ard..but dun dare walk past k27..
keep walkin 1 big round..
lolx
den cap brin 1 jug lemon tea in..
say is 'joy give e'..
den cap cum out say need give 1 big fruit plate?
i tell him ... dun need la..
feel so paiseh.. hahahax
dey keep sayin he pei bu shan mi..
hmm..
hello pple..
i alr say..
I VE GIVEN UP..
lolx...

tat dae wed.. 4mar
farewell for claudya..
went MS e BEDS
b4 tat..
wed is my off..
meet rong after her wk..
she went for a hair cut..
i went to print photos..
after printin n rong finish her hair cut..
we went to songyee father kopitam..
eat n wanna finish up e album..
eat chit chat..
den rong suddenly rmb..
we ve to get e cake..
call tianhao..
he say bishan gt a 24hr cake shop..
we dun believe..
we pack up n take cab to bishan j8..
meet tianhao.. buy e cake.. meet khengwei
take cab down to MS..
while in e cab.. continue pastin e photo..
den when reach BEDS..
continue writin n pastin..
so hurry..
msg junhao.. tell him slowly cum..
he say dey walkin down..
reachin at abt 10-1015..
we continue writin n tinkin of e msg..
when done we jus sit ard stay into e spaces..
lolx
dey finally reach..
open 2 bottles n 1 tiger tower..
i damn busy..
keep walkin in n out..
askin dem to write msg..
den yasel n claudya went to eat..
i continue writin in e blank page..
dey play games.. ask mi join..
i told dem.. let mi finish up.. i verix busy..
hahahahax
den dey nv care mi..
play.. drink ... drank ...
finally im done..
hahahax

msg janel.. ask her comin down wat time?
she say still drinkin in outlet..
mayb reach ard 2plus..
den i continue drink drank drunk..
2plus janel reach..
wif ZA n jess..
dey wanna drink..
but dey alr done e closin..
i ask WL if dey buy a bottle can..
he say even if buy we still ve to finish it n leave at 3am..
so waste of money..
if one to drink..
den i foc u 1jug lo..
den i okiex lo..

give dem drink..
den janel suggest we go C8 find super ma dee..
i ask if my frenx can go..
need pay hw much..
den ask here ask there..
in e end.. dey nv go..
onli mi janel ZA n jess go..
went cine wait for super..
den went up..
go a room..
so big..
open 1 bottle..
we 4 share..
drink .... drank .... drunk .... sing .... play ....
till 6plus..
den ask us leave..
coz is another super..
he dun let us till late..
den dunno y go another room..
gt 2jugs tiger.. say is for us..
jess play games wif super..
loser drink half glass.. jess say she nv drink beer e..
i say i oso nv drink e..
but coz dey ask us to hurry..
i say okiex lo.. jess lose i drink lo..
den she keep losin..
omgx..
1 whole jugs is i drink leix..
den janel n ZA kan bu xia..
coz jess keep losin..
dey snatch to help mi finish up..
den jus like tat..
e 2jugs is finish by us..
lolx

when we r downstairs..
super ask mi i gt wk anot..
i say 'ya.. but i takin MC'
he say i cannot take MC.. if i take..
i ll get a warnin letter..
coz i go C8 drink den cannot go wk..
so cannot take MC e..
wth..
i thought i ll b takin MC..
tat's y i drink so much e leix..
haix..
den take cab wif jess..
when reach home e cab is $22..
omgx..
n e driver.. i damn dulan..
he keep tokin on e phone n verix loudly..
jus i abt to fall asleep..
his voice scare mi up..
den gt 4lane..
e other 3 is movin fast he nv go..
he keep stayin in e slowest lane..
damn angry..

reach home bathe le change den get ready go wk again..
my eyes is completely close.. when there's no customer..
totally cannot jus sit there n do nth..
but im really too tired..
walk oso tired.. den lazy to move..
so jus sit there..
wahx. damn sleeply..
seems to b e longest thurs i ve ever had..
omgx..

hmm...
tis shld b all le bahx..
cant really rmb wat other thin ve happen.. lolx

later goin back outlet fot recept meetin..
meetin siling at 3pm goin tpy walk walk..
den 4pm meet rebecca go e DS shop ask thin..
den bubble tea.. den to outlet for meetin at5pm..
im so tired..

nw da gu is in my hse..
so long nv see her..
nv change..
but i grow fatter..
last seen her is on my 20bdae..b4 i go pub tat dae..
lolx
5mths le..
hahahax

omgx.. time is runnin fast..
yanming alr pri2 le...
junjie pri3
kaikai pri6
qiqi pri5
jinghui sec3
ah teng poly 2nd yr..
time passes too fast..
i alr graudute for 5yrs goin 6..
omgx..

im turnin 21 le..

it seems so unreal..

im growin up..

im a adult soon..

cannot act cute le..

omgx..

actually im still a child in my family eyes..
always so childish..

its rainin heavily nw..
omgx..
so sianx..
hate rainin daes..
last time i luv rainin daes..

but nw..
i hate it too much..

i seems to live aimlessly nw..
i dunno wat i one nw...
i totally ve no aim rite nw..
i seems to waste my life away..
i shld shui bian find a guy marry n ve kids..
tis way i ll ve aim..
aim to watch my kids grow up..
aim to ve my own kids..

i MISS precious...



pIggyIn
mon
rainin
tired
aimlessly
fat
borin
11.54am


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
8:12 PM


♥ Tuesday, March 3, 2009

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!

Being Alone
Looked down on
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear?
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i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
10:05 PM



omgx..

been drinkin for 1 whole week..

since when i like drinkin?

i hate gettin drunk..

i hate more when pple drunk..
lolx(hahahax)

my right arms is havin pain..
blue-black..
coz when rong drunk she fall down..
i nt in time to hold her..
she bang into mi..
n i bang hard into e wall..
nw anione who touch my right arms..
i will scream..
omgx..
pain lo..
sometimes ll like suddenly no strength..

tml class gatherin again..

gonna drink.. drank.. drunk.. again..

hahhahahax

omgx..
feel money is so impt..
no money cannot..
everythin need money..
my pay gonna deduct MC somemore.. omgx..
den jus saw my phone bill.. omgx..
$100plus..
oh shit..

money is really impt..

when im in need of money..
no one came forward

im really verix disappointed

i hate pple puttin words into my mouth

i really dun one animore saddness in my mind for e remainin of my lives..
i nt goin to tink of ani other thin
i one happiness
i dun one saddness
i jus wanna b myself
i jus wanna live for myself
im nt goin to care animore
im nt goin to lend anione ani money animore

WAT IS TRUE FRENX!!!
ITS ALL A LIE!!!

i hate it!!!!!!!




pIggyIn
03-03-09
11.55pm
slply
excited
aimlessly
borin
missin U


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
7:16 AM