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♥ Sunday, February 22, 2009

updates on v'dae


valentine dae is borin..
so busy
full house
ot till 3am

7pm fang gong unable to go..
keep checkin in
till 830pm
den go bar..
be runner
till 9plus
go 'ta bao'
super-treat..
den stay in zone 1 help out..
a guy from 1 of e room ask mi help dem take pic..
went to e room abt 10pax a few gals n guys..

help dem take pic..
3 camera..
after takin..
when im abt to go out..
e guys suddenly say 'e guy who ask mi help dem take pic one take pic wif mi..
studded..
he shy.. den dey say if he dun faster ll gt no chance le
ask him faster take wif mi..
den dey all 3 camera focus on us...
omgx..
'wat jus happen' is in my mind..
den e guy thanx mi..

omgx..
e first time a guy ask to take pic wif mi..
when wkin somemore..
so strange lo..
actually cannot e rite?

den tell rebecca dey all...
all say i stupid..
dunno hw to sai-co dem buy liquor..
lolx..
im nt so bad e leix..
im nt those gals..
y shld i say tis type of thin?

lolx
strange

tat dae a wkdaes..
checkin in happy..

nt busy..
but gt queue..
a small group of 5pple(3gals2guys) came..
i greet dem..
huan yin guan lin
den when checkin in sense tat dey keep lookin at mi..
after checkin in when dey goin in..
hear dem say..
she look like .... horx..
omgx..
from far i thought is leix..
studded..

omgx..
even customer oso say..

hw cum no matter hw i see..
i still dun see i look like ........
funni lo..

so pai seh..

heyx pple..
i dun look like her.. OKIEX!!!

pls dun keep sayin..
its a insult to her..

i feel empty..
do i really like him..
i really dunno..
mayb its jus yi shi de dong xin..
i dunno....


pIggyIn
sun
22-02-2009
11.45pm
im
tired
slply
borin
brain-dead


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
7:29 AM




a serious talk.. (my hair so long?)


claudya welcome gatherin...


baoyu bdae gatherin...


jiewei farewell gatherin...


mi claud eva ting rong


9yrs of frenxship.. goin strong!!!


my hair colour is bright!!!


captain hing bdae surprise..
actually is a last min thin..
from top- chris leo chunyan siewhui mi siling
bottom- lionel captain-hing huishan minqi xiangjun
KBP 2009

minqi n mi..
kbp mornin shift steamboat at kbp k21..

frenxship ll go on n on...
pIggyIn
sun
22-02-2009
sianx
tired
borin
blur
empty
aimlessly
quiet
missed
11.28pm


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
7:17 AM


♥ Saturday, February 21, 2009

so long nv update...

tat dae meet a guy from msn..
he's shock when he meet mi..
din noe im tat tall.. din noe i ll look prettier den pic..
we went to watch movie..
he keep wisperin to my ear throughout e movie..
sayin im pretty.. im his type..
after movie we went seprate ways..
he msg mi.. again.. sayin im his type.. im prettier in person..
i say thanx for e compliment..
he reply..
no wonder i hvn gt bf..
coz i can choose wat i like..
he noe he had no chance..


claudya back..
she my sec sch classmate..
although we nt close but its okiex..
coz we ve noe each other for 9precious yrs..

so when she's back..
we plan a class gatherin for her..
of coz in kbox.. broadway..

we drink till cls..2am..
den continue prawnin till 7plus am..
jiewei send mi home
den i go home bath change n went to wk..
tink i crazy?
for my frenx i dun mind..

den jiewei say he goin overseas to wk on 26feb..
so wanna plan a farewell for him..
so msg him..
but he say he flyin on 21feb..
i msg him on wed 18feb..
its so rush...
so he call mi.. den we discuss hw..
chat for quite long..

suddenly say do i noe he like mi since sec sch?
nw still like mi..
those guys classmate like to disturb mi..
by sayin like mi or wat wat wat..
so when he say i thought he's jokin..
but he say he's serious..
so i tell him..
wait till he's back den say..
den he say if i were to meet a better guy..
i shld go for it..

i dunno y...
like mi e guys dun dare b wif mi?
keep sayin if i were to meet other.. so b wif dem..

so yst we meet up for e farewell
wk from 11-7pm..
no outlet meetin coz cap go see concert..

meet for steamboat at bugis..
den go boat quay drink..
when he saw mi.. he like veri paiseh..
actually i more paiseh..
rong keep disturbin mi..
dunno hw she noe?

i onli tell ting n we 'ta go go' cannot say out..
so nt ting say..
den ting say e others like oso noe..
keep disturbin mi n him..

drink play ve fun till 3am plus..
mi n ting share cab home..

todae went wk..
dunno y.. i like no mood..
i even 'fa pi qi' at my frenx..
den gt outlet meetin somemore..
till 9pm lo..
meetin for 2hr leix..
can believe it?

actually i wanna go send his flight..
but in wat position am i .... to send him?
n if i go.. others ll say mani thin..

actually i oso dunno hw i feel..
but when he tell mi he like mi..
i like abit heart move..
but..... noe mi e pple shld noe..... .......................

nt because of des...
but ..........................

haix..
my heart is nt listenin to mi nw..

i dunno wat to do...

its so empty nw..

yst mi n des gt msg..
he actually one meet mi after my wk.. but coz i nv reply..
so he went home le..
???no fate???

im tired..
who wanna teach mi wat to do?

hvn eat e whole dae..
dun feel hungry at all..
tink im unabe to eat for daes le..

claud ll b goin back soon..
soon.. there ll b gatherin again..



pIggyIn
21st feb 09
windy
tired
empty
sianx
no meanin
aimlessly
slply
fat
sat
11.48pm


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
7:10 AM


♥ Thursday, February 5, 2009

im tired..

really verix tired..

eva say gt a class gatherin..
den is a surprise..
i cant even noe wat e surprise is..
haix.. so sad
rong oso dun one let mi noe..

i wanna help book e pool room..
coz its bigger..
but if gt pool..
den e guys ll keep playin pool
dun one chit-chat wif us le lo..
haix..

hw leix..

wat to do leix..

hmmm..

i ve decided to change myself..

one to change all my clothes to all new clothes..
hahahax

need alot of money..
omgx..

i need save up for my chalet..

1mth save $100 enough?
haix..

my pay nt enough leix..
haix..
so sad..

my psp..
haix



pIggyIn
5.30pm
thurs
windy
headache


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
1:22 AM


♥ Wednesday, February 4, 2009

omgx..
im on MC again..
since last post..
nv get well at all..
omgx..
den nw is completely voice-less
i cannot tok..
u noe hw miserable it is..
MC for 2daes..
ah ma give mi drink dunno wat
so bitter... omgx.. yuckx..

really verix tired..

i ve suddenly decided on hw to celebrate my bdae..
hahahax

i ll b openin chalet..
hahahax
my 21st bdae leix..
oso e same ll b in aranda country club..
3dae2nitex..
26-28oct
mayb 25-28oct..
nt sure yet coz 25 is a sun..

hmm..

mayb i hvn let go..
mayb i ve let go..
i dunno

im tired



wed
4thfeb2009
6.34pm
voice-less
cold-hot
tired


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
1:56 AM