joy kwa
27 oct 1988
KBOX broadway plaza as a receptionist
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i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
8:10 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 23, 2009

i dunno wat to do..

i one to b at his side..

i miss him..

but i really cant bear my ah ma

family

frenx

everyone..

but i one to b at his side..

i one to b at his side..

hw much ll e flight tix cost..?

hw long ll i need to save for e tix..

really regret nt savin in e past..

if i start nw..

ll it b too late..

but i cant seems to save up ani money..

pay tis pay tat..

all e money seems to b gone..

hp bill
internet bill
money for ah ma
every mth gt pple bdae
money for insurance
money for tis
money for tat
where is my money

july is my 2 bestie sister e bdae..

dey r always there for mi when i need dem..
dunno if dey need mi..
am i there..?

tat dae went drinkin wif dem..
hahax.. drunk..
n is e 1st time im drunk till i vomit..

wake up wif a big headache..

bathe..
but head really pain..
dun wanna take MC..
deduct $50 leix..

so lie on bed awhile..
tinkin.. later take cab lo..
den lie till 8.40am..
rush out..
while waitin for lift..
feel like vomitin..head spinnin..
went in e lift..
e vomit feel like comin out le..
e lift is damn slow..
18..14..10..6..1
finally.. i rush out e lift..
n vomit right out..
head spinnin..
sit at downstair.. keep on vomitin..

i ve cry n drunk.. 3times..
my 18th bdae chalet..
2nd on rebecca bdae..
last on e dae my best 2 sister.. who noe im nt in a good mood..
pull mi to drink..

omgx..

i hate chivas..
i miss u..

i one to b at ur side..

but im scare..

im really scare..

i dunno wat to do..

nx tue is grandpa e 100th daes..

mon after wk rush home..
mayb need to stay throughout e nitex..
nt quite sure..
tue alr request off..

apply leave for sat n sun..
but onli sun is approved..
so sat mornin go wk..
den 7pm fang gong..
meet others go rong chalet tgt..
stay overnitex..
sun go home..
mon wkin again..

oh.. sianx..

2mths to b receptionist 2..
i dun one e recept 2..
can i jus one e money..

if 2mth am i able to save $1000..

I MISS U!!

I ONE TO B AT UR SIDE!!

stress..
i miss u..
i one to b hold by u..



pIggyIn
23june09
4.15pm
stress
missed

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
12:41 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I MISS U!!!

10daes le..

u say ll call mi..
but u din..
i noe u r busy..
sorry..

i ll try to control..

stress abt everythin..

almost gt warnin letter..
im really too stress..
i din noe i cannot do tat..
nw i noe..
i ll nt do it again..
sorry..


nv believe anione..
cannot b trust..
nv tell someone anithin impt..

i feel distance..

I MISS U!!

hope u r ard..

IM STRESS!!



pIggyIn
17june09
12.42pm
I MISS U
sad
lonely
scare
worry

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
9:24 PM

♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009

actully ve alr type my post..
but dunno click on wat..
all gone..
so nw need re-type..
damn dulan..

updates!!

went shoppin..
bugis..
bought lots of thin..
3shirt(white,blue,grey)1shoes,1bag
tis seems to b e 1st time im really shoppin..
spends lots of money.. dunno tis mth hw i gonna survive..
maggie mee again..
thought i tell myself.. i one save money..
for my flight tix..?

haix..
hw am i gonna save money..
bought a couple thingy..
but still tinkin hw to pass him..
e thin need time to complete..
he hvn call mi for daes..
dunno when his auntie goin over there..
coz i one ask her help mi pass..

he hvn call mi for daes..
im missin him..
i feel like im alone..
im scare..

i miss u more each daes as it pass..

090609
alvin came singin wif his gf n frenx..
ting n rong came surprise mi in e evenin..
dey were chattin in e room..
i damn paiseh to go in..
dey say e whole class guys noe abt it le..

omgx..
so damn paiseh..

aft tat rong n ting..
ask mi pei dem go eat..
bobian.. go..
eat at suki sushi..

dey keep askin mi go drink..
i noe i cannot drink..
coz im sad..
if i drink..
sure drunk..
sure cry..
sure emotion e..

in e end we went..
chivas..
im drunk..
i cry..
i emo..

i hate chivas..

i miss HIM..

wed at wk..
chitchattin wif cap..
shocked to noe..
all of dem is gossipin abt mi..
shocked n angry..
but i noe y dey ll tink so..

so i forgive dem..

i really love my LAOGONG..
so hope e gossips ll end..





pIggyIn
alone
empty
12.40am
20.22pm
fri
sad

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
9:10 AM

♥ Sunday, June 7, 2009

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
8:10 AM

♥

life seems abit different nw..

hmm..
hw to say..

i may seems happy on e outside..
but im scare..
im worried
i feel empty

e more u say..
e more i misses u
hope u r by my side

e more u say
e more i miss u

sept seems long..
3mths..

u plan our future so well
but im scare
it might nt cum out e way u plan..

i dun felt attached..

i feel im alone..

waitin for ur calls every nitex
is long..
sleep everydae @ 2am plus..
wake up at 7am plus..
dark circle is ard my eyes nw..

but i nt gonna care..

but hp bill is ex..

dunno wat time n when ll u call..
dunno if u ll call mi todae..
dunno if u ll call mi tml..
i jus wait n wait..

im afraid of losin u nw..

u make mi miss u more each dae..

ll my future ve U..?

hope it does..




pIggyIn
7june09
11.08pm
alone
afraid
happy
sad
worried

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
8:00 AM