4:44 AM
recently jus too mani thin happen..
no time to blog..
my last post is 8mar..
nw is 2april le..
been sick durin mar dunno when..
MC again..
after takin MC go meet stella..
coz she keep complainin i nv go see precious..
im really tired..
feel like vomitin..
but i still go..
my precious is still so cute ever..
n tell all a secret..
my precious is gonna b a jie jie le.. lolx
tis means im goin b mummy again le..
hahahax
after metin stella we go north point buy cake for aijia bdae..
den we cabby down to bugis.. find michelle..
wait for aijia..
she so damn long..
when she reach.. we sing song n blow cake..
rite in e middle of bugis junction.. at michelle push cart..
lolx
den bring cake up give gina.. chit chat..
den i cabby home..
on e way keep feelin like vomitin..
but i bear wif it..
reach home..
vomit out..
omgx..
den slp all e way dunno till wat time..
nx dae wkin..
coz im sick..
nv go eva bdae celebration..
sry eva..
paiseh..
ll meet up wif u soon e..
den 22nd mar..
stay back for janel bdae celebration..
im so tired..
drink drank.. but nt drunk..
wait for nitex shift to fang gong..
den i walk here walk there..
chit chat here chit chat there..
den dunno y coz of rebecca e 1 sentence.. i emo..
i 1st time emo in outlet..
all lookin for mi..
thought i go back le..
but actually i all e way in K30 playin DS..
den after tat continue drink drank.. n yet nt drunk..
6am plus mi n rebecca cabby home wif her bf 1st..
wat happen.. i dun one say..
tat dae e ple noe can le..
reach home abt 7am plus..
walk past e room..
he look at mi eye wide open..
nth came out from his mouth
i jus walk past.. den go bathe..
n lie on my bed..
wanna slp..
suddenly..
abt 9am..
my jie kick my leg..
shoutin..
'gong gong si le.. ni hai ke yi shui arx'?
i gt shocked..
wake up feelin slply.. stand outside e room he lie there motionless..
actually he been lyin there for 1yrs pass..
nt movin..
nt tokin..
my uncles n grandma been takin care of him..
but im jus shocked..
he jus gone like tat..
slowly my mummy daddy uncles auntie cousin all arrive..
we look for a doctor to cert him dead..
but could nt found one..
can imagine..
2police officer sit guard outside e room from 10am till 3pm..
watchin my whole family doin tis doin tat..
finally..
my uncle frenx found a doctor n someone who ll help out for e whole funeral..
all uncles went to e room to help him change..
after changin..
e whole family stand outside e room to see for e last time..
my big uncle my daddy n my 4th uncle outside carry him to e coffin all e way down downstair.. my daddy is e 2nd son.. my 3rd uncle pass away b4 im born..
n we ll chantin for 5daes..
mon-fri..
on fri we send him off..
to mandai..
mi n him nt close..
in true...
when he's alive..
i nv ever tok to him..
so when he dead..
im surprise..
im sad..
i nv cry..
coz small aunt say.. he's free..
dun need to cry..
mayb coz i ve his blood.. so im sad..
life short..
pple ll suddenly die..
durin e 5daes.. i tink alot..
my daddy n mummy seems to ages alot..
n durin e 5daes..
my daddy din tok to mi at all..
but when his god-daughter came..
he chit chat wif her for so long..
i din even noe he gt a god-daughter..
abit angry..
back to wk on sat..
all came askin mi.. if im alrite..
ya.. wat else u all expect..
cry..
of coz i ve to b strong..
n nw..
i really tresure my frenx verix much..
who noes if tml im gone..
pIggyIn
2nd april 09
2.24pm
windy
hot
tired
aimlessly
scared
worried
10:47 PM