joy kwa
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i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
10:45 PM

♥ Friday, November 14, 2008

baby precious is born..


bugis memories


a 8yrs strong frenxship n still goin on..


kbox tpy.. miss all so much..




a 8yrs frenxship n still goin on..



my best sis on my bdae..
she's there when i need her..
really thanx..

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
1:25 AM

♥

back bloggin..

todae is jie bdae..
last nitex force jie to open e present i give her..
she finally open.. when i say i let her take a pic of my mickey necklace..
lolx..
but can see she like my mickey necklace more den e present i give her..
hahahax..

e present verix ex e leix..
haix..

past few daes is still e same..

he hvn msg mi..

yst at wk cook spaghetti..
den it was so busy suddenly..
after cookin went back recept..
lunch was 8/24
happy was 28/53/44
omgx.. yst is thurs..
so mani pple..
so mani tapas.. all e server complainin..
but i oso no choices leix..
u all try b recept lo..
haiyo..
all thought recept really verix easy mehx..
when we recept busy.. who can save us..
u all server.. when busy still gt captain.. cashier.. recept can help leix..
somemore server so mani..
recept onli 1 lo..

yst rebecca say one to throw away my wallet e pic..
a pic of mi n him..

hahahax..
i told her i no other pic to change..
i really no pic to put le..

anione one to take a pic wif mi..
to put in my wallet?

hahahax..

tink i still need a long time b4 i can really forget him..
when can i find a guy who can luv mi more den i do?



pIggyIn
14nov08
5.20pm
after rain
hot

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
1:04 AM

♥ Wednesday, November 12, 2008

dunno y..
is it my hand itchy..
y i wanna hurt myself..

i msg him..
ask him..
he reply..
n it really hurts..

i cut myself..
lots of blood..
dunno e scar ll heal nt?
dun one let dem see..

rebecca console mi..
really glad i had frenx around..

onli rebecca n jie noe abt everythin..

dun one anione else to noe..
-->rong- noe u ll b readin..
i dun one let u all noe nt coz u nt my frenx..
but coz i dun one u all to say i deserve it..or blame him..

actually i oso dunno wat i one..

life is really short..

im really tired..
really verix tired..

to all--- dun wry.. i won 'zi sha'..

been sick since i receive his msg..
is tis really call 'wei qin shen bin'
-fever.. cough.. sore throat.. flu.. headach..

usually i sick ll b 1 or 2yrs 1time..
but tis is my 2nd time sick within 2mths..
wat really happen to mi..

i really luv him too deep..

i promise my frenx i won tok abt him animore..
y am i still tokin abt him?

i ve to stop tinkin abt him..

hw am i goin to do it?

y does some gals who is so bitchy n flirt..
gt guys who luv dem so deeply..
while mi..
i ve nth..

my kbox frenx been sayin i look like selina..
no matter hw i see..
i dun look like..
really dun..

SHE ve gt a new song..
call 'an jing le'
e MV is act by selina..
e lyric.. is really meaningful..
really look like mi..

e songs is somehow like tis..
-coz she luv him too deep.. tat y he gt 'ya li'..
n dey r driftin away from each other..

-- i luv him too deep.. he feel e stress.. decide nt to b too close to mi..
he hvn msg mi since E msg..

omgx.. y i tok abt him again..



pIggyIn
12 nov 08
9.33pm
rainin
tired
cold

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
5:10 AM

♥ Saturday, November 1, 2008

back updatin..

my best sister complaint liaox.. lolx..

last wkends was celebratin my bdae..

so mani thin happen..
my bdae is always so happenin..

its e same for e past few years..

on 25th oct.. wake up verix early..
verix excited to celebrate wif frenx..
after some msg wif a few frenx..
thin start to happen..
'Y' suddenly msg mi..
sayin i dun trust her..
den start scoldin mi 'vulguarity'...
den big uncle call.. ask mi go down take thin..
actually i dun one go..
but when GM say one go.. i rush to e door..
say i go.. when inside lift.. i call cheryl.. den tell her wat happen..
den i start cryin.. so mani pple lookin at mi..(nv see pple cryin b4 mehx)(CB e lo..)
den uncle cum.. den suddenly from behind jie cum.. she take e thin den go back..
i nv follow her back..
hw can i let her see i cryin.. she ll say alot of thin e..
den i continue sittin downstairs tok wif cheryl.. i cry for whole 5-10min..
i dunno y i cry..
i ve been helpin 'Y'.. when all classmate say bad thin abt her.. i always keep helpin her..
when she need money.. no one willin to lend.. im e one lendin from under e table..
y din she tink of tis when some1 msg her those msg.. I REALLY VERIX ANGRY LO..
i ve been helpin u so much.. wth.. u treat mi like tis.. on my bdae scold mi e F* word..
really verix verix angry lo..

mayb cheryl n ting is rite..
i dun need help u so much.. coz u ll nv change..

den afte tat go home bath.. coz rong ask mi meet her..
actually i dun ve e mood to go out animore..
i ve no mood to celebrate animore.. but..
like wat cheryl b ting say..
'u still ve us mahx.. wat for coz of her spoilt ur mood'..
so bath change le.. take bus go rong hse.. she board..
den we take to AMK mac.. find ting.. den we eat there..
ting treat mi a mac cafe chocolate drink.. so nice..
den wait for her fang gong..

suddenly rebecca msg mi...
say won b able to celebrate my bdae le..
coz her GM jus pass away.. i feel y my bdae gt tis time of thin happen..
feel like cryin out.. but in public.. NO..
so i tell her nvm lo..
ask her one meet mi mahx..

den meet her at e banquet.. coz i goin withdraw money..
her eyes is red from cryin..
really can see she's really sad..
coz she n her GM verix close..
den we walk to e ATM she go le..
queue at e atm.. e queue so long.. den we walk to AMK hub e.. outside CHEERS..
queue till half.. infront e say.. no money to withdraw..
so we walk to AMK hub 2nd storey e..
queue.. onli 1atm can use.. den suddenly hear.. infront e say.. no money to withdraw..
wahx.. so sianx lo.. feel my bdae i so suay..
den rong say nvm la.. she console mi say no la.. jus by chance onli..
say later go her hse there e.. confirm ll gt..
so we walk back to MAC.. ting fang gong..
we take bus go her hse..
den wait for her bath.. we walk to e ATM.. mi n ting each 1machine..
ting gt money withdraw.. my one cannot.. wahx.. i so angry lo.. 4ATM.. all cannot..
so go OCBC atm.. withdraw..
finally..

den we go bishan J8.. eat sakae sushi.. ting treat..
den walk around.. wait for aijia, shinhui n jason..
den suddenly jason msg.. say nt comin le.. i so angry lo..
den aijia say she reach le.. i oso dunno hw..
so meet her 1st..
den i tell her wat happen.. when cheryl n ting go a corner msg..
my eyes is already fillin wif tears.. i really verix angry..
i tell aijia..
'sorry leix.. tink todae nt celebratin le.. i really no mood.. we meet out other daes den celebrate can? i nw really no mood.. i really wanna go home nw'..
den i jus go off.. dey keep callin mi.. from behind.. but i jus wanna get away from e crowd..
went to e taxi stand.. take cab go home..
den sit under e blk.. cry for e 3rd time..
den dey msg mi..
jason explain to mi.. say nt eatin onli.. but pub still on..
ask mi take cab back to dem..
after i understand everythin.. i tell dem.. my phone no batt..
i go home charge 1st den meet dem..
den go home 'da gu' n family is here.. lolx..
da gu is 26oct.. i 27oct.. den we wish each other happi bdae.. lolx..

den after dey go home.. i msg cheryl ask dem take cab to my hse we go together..
den meet dem again.. go boat quay.. jason god-sis e pub..
den wait for dem to cum..
tis is e 2nd time i go pub..
but so strange..
e pub is empty.. no pple e..
we e onli guests..
so nvm lo..
open a martell.. total we open 2martell
sing drink play..
den e pub guy suddenly walk to mi.. pour 3/4martell 1/4green tea.. say bdae gal happi bdae.. drink half glass of tis.. omgx.. den i drink lo.. lolx.. i drink 3/4 of it.. hahahahx..
den feel abit dizzy liaox.. keep goin toilet.. nt vomit.. jus keep feelin like goin toilet.. lolx..
den e cake is out..
dey put so mani candles lo..
make mi feel so old.. haix..

den sing play so much fun..
den ting frenx send us home after tat..


sun 26oct..
go cheryl hse wait for e time to pass.. lolx..
den 9plus take bus to boat quay.. meet jason shinhui..
den go TCC meet songyee alvin n jianliang..
go BARDOT..
den start drinkin 1st.. den play.. den tianhao arrive..
continue playin drinkin.. den SC arrive.. 11plus tianhao go off 1st..
den we continue playin.. losers ll drink martell neat..
den 12am.. den give mi drink 1glass of martell neat.. den i drink lo..

den HE msg mi.. happi bdae.. i told him.. thought u say ll call mi n wish?
he really did call mi.. lolx
so i went outside listen.. 18sec of calls.. haix..

den went back.. continue drinkin n playin.. 1plus eva arrive..
oso dunno hw.. i say i go fetch her.. den SY follow.. scare i 'bei guai dai'?
lolx..
den continue drinkin.. open e 3rd bottle..
den dunno wat happen.. suddenly hear cheryl say SY n alvin playin.. SY keep losin..
den suddenly i tell SY he 5sec.. i 3sec.. lolx.. den he drink.. my turn i drink le.. den say one take photo.. ask mi use finger cover e lid.. but i nv.. i jus drink.. den another 3sec..
lolx..
ve so much fun..

den suddenly dunno wat happen.. i really drunk le..
onli noe cheryl bf send mi home..
lolx..

really ve so much fun..

special thanx to
--> cheryl, cheryl bf, weiting, weiting frenx, aijia
eva, songyee, tianhao, jianliang, alvin
SC, shinhui, jason, edwina, edwina bf n amanda..

->desmond, jie, gina, ah teng, xiao gu,
michelle, guoyao, baoyu
hanyee, ruby, siti


pIggyIn
sat
1st nov 08
1050pm

i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
6:58 AM