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been too busy to updates!!! lolx..


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7:15 AM


♥ Monday, September 7, 2009

updates!!!

okiex okiex pple..

im here to updates..

wat shld i update..?

hmm..

i'm broke.. n i ve onli jus taken my pay 3 daes ago..
$1000-$150(gm)-$100(kaka)-$50(jie)-$111(insurance)-$50(hp bill)-$200(lend kor buy hp)-$100(ocbc acc)-$50(to spend)= $189
den jus nw went to buy thin wif jie.. spend $100
aijia jus msg mi to transfer her $25 for cherris ang pow.. omgx..
i left $50..
hw to live..

OMGX!!!!

oh ya..

my cute little precious is jiejie le..
yupx..
cute little little cherris is born..
hahahax
on 7aug09..
n i hvn go see her yet..
sure a failure godma..
lolx
she must b jealous..
coz i gt went to see precious rite after she's born..
lolx
OKIEX..
i confirm ll go to her 1yrs.. okiex.. i promise..

paiseh.. stella.. lolx..



pIggyIn
07sept09
1 8 4 7 p m


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
3:28 AM


♥ Tuesday, July 21, 2009



i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
1:13 AM


♥ Friday, July 17, 2009













so long nv blog..

okiex.. here goes..

cheryl 21st bdae chalet
fun fun fun

ting 21st bdae ala-carte buffet+k-ing..
fun fun fun

wkin wkin wkin...

im so tired..

i seems really busy everydae..
even my off dae.. im oso busy..
lolx..


tis my way of nt rememberin thin..

but i still tink of him..


at wk..
i ve noe all tis air-con pple for 1yrs plus..
nt all.. some..
dey like to ka-jiao recept..
gt once.. 1of dem disturb mi..
i tell him im a mother of a daughter..
lolx..
n he believe mi..
n stop disturbin mi..
he even tell some of his frenx..
dey oso nv ka-jiao mi le..
BUT.. dey ll keep askin mi thin of my daughter.. lolx
dey really did believe mi.. hahahax..
1 of dem did nt noe of all tis(quite yandao..hahax)..
he ask for my number..
everytime he cum.. he ll stay ard recept..
chit-chat.. tok..
yst he cum again..
tis time im alr off wk..
but i hvn go back yet..
he ask my frenx if im still ard..
he stay in recept wif 4 of other aircon man..
when i cum out.. (go help nitex shift da-bao wif lionel n leo)
he dun dare look at mi..
others keep makin fun of us..
omgx..
y i always ve tis type of thin..

i miss him..
tat dae he say he won b able to call mi for wks...
he really didn't call mi..
im scared..
i m a l o n e

been quarrelin wif kor alot recently..
damn dulan him..
i alr say i dun one to eat.. he keep forcin mi..
our quarrel topic is always on i dun one to eat..
damn DULAN!!

I MISS U!!

happen to find 09 new yr pic.. hahahax!!



pIggyIn
17july09
9.20pm


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
5:52 AM


♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009

nth to blog abt..


29june09
grandfather 100daes..
rush back from wk..
bath n stay awake..
nt enough pple to guard..
stay downstair till 3.30am..
cannot tahan..
cum up wake small uncle up change shift wif mi..
slp till 7am.. wake up again..
im so tired..
prayin.. kneein.. standin.. sittin.. is wat we did e whole mornin..
from 9am-2plus..
den we burn e hse.. car.. money.. n everythin..
e fire is strong..
within spilt second.. everythin is done..
FAST!!


i tink im growin fatter n fatter..
i wanna diet..


thought u ll call mi.. but u nv..


nvm.. u r busy..



my kor break wif his gf le..
mood is verix down..

he told mi tis tat dae..
'break wif her.. break wif her la.. nvm..
look for another 1 lo..
u so pretty.. but too bad..
u gt bf le.. if nt u sure mine..
he better dote n treat u gd..
if nt i sure snatch u back..'

u dun tink too much le kiex..
u forever ll b my kor..



rong chalet comin le..

im so tired..


wonderin is e GST money in my acc nw..
lolx

im really verix broke nw..

almost 2wk nv eat proper meal in kbox le..

cannot eat maggie mee..
but no money to eat..
kor buy curry puff give mi everydae..
tink i look like curry puff nw..
i dun wanna eat..
but he always force mi..
nx wk take pay.. must treat him back..




I MISS U!!

wonderin when u ll call mi..

tell small aunt abt him..
she oso sianx diao..
even scold mi..

haix..
tink unable to join him there le..



grandfather pass away..
jus nw uncle say..
we 3yrs cannot ve weddin n celebrate..
means i 3yrs no ang pow..
omgx..
my ang pow alr verix kelian le..
nw ll b even MORE kelian..
omgx..


I MISS U!!

verix slply nw..
but waitin for ur call..
wonder if u ll call mi todae..
1wk le..
$14/hr is expensive..
hope u ll call mi..
but dun one u spend so much money..




pIggyIn
30june09
1130pm
cold
scared
borin
slply


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
8:10 AM


♥ Tuesday, June 23, 2009

i dunno wat to do..

i one to b at his side..

i miss him..

but i really cant bear my ah ma

family

frenx

everyone..

but i one to b at his side..

i one to b at his side..

hw much ll e flight tix cost..?

hw long ll i need to save for e tix..

really regret nt savin in e past..

if i start nw..

ll it b too late..

but i cant seems to save up ani money..

pay tis pay tat..

all e money seems to b gone..

hp bill
internet bill
money for ah ma
every mth gt pple bdae
money for insurance
money for tis
money for tat
where is my money

july is my 2 bestie sister e bdae..

dey r always there for mi when i need dem..
dunno if dey need mi..
am i there..?

tat dae went drinkin wif dem..
hahax.. drunk..
n is e 1st time im drunk till i vomit..

wake up wif a big headache..

bathe..
but head really pain..
dun wanna take MC..
deduct $50 leix..

so lie on bed awhile..
tinkin.. later take cab lo..
den lie till 8.40am..
rush out..
while waitin for lift..
feel like vomitin..head spinnin..
went in e lift..
e vomit feel like comin out le..
e lift is damn slow..
18..14..10..6..1
finally.. i rush out e lift..
n vomit right out..
head spinnin..
sit at downstair.. keep on vomitin..

i ve cry n drunk.. 3times..
my 18th bdae chalet..
2nd on rebecca bdae..
last on e dae my best 2 sister.. who noe im nt in a good mood..
pull mi to drink..

omgx..

i hate chivas..
i miss u..

i one to b at ur side..

but im scare..

im really scare..

i dunno wat to do..

nx tue is grandpa e 100th daes..

mon after wk rush home..
mayb need to stay throughout e nitex..
nt quite sure..
tue alr request off..

apply leave for sat n sun..
but onli sun is approved..
so sat mornin go wk..
den 7pm fang gong..
meet others go rong chalet tgt..
stay overnitex..
sun go home..
mon wkin again..

oh.. sianx..

2mths to b receptionist 2..
i dun one e recept 2..
can i jus one e money..

if 2mth am i able to save $1000..

I MISS U!!

I ONE TO B AT UR SIDE!!

stress..
i miss u..
i one to b hold by u..



pIggyIn
23june09
4.15pm
stress
missed


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
12:41 AM


♥ Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I MISS U!!!

10daes le..

u say ll call mi..
but u din..
i noe u r busy..
sorry..

i ll try to control..

stress abt everythin..

almost gt warnin letter..
im really too stress..
i din noe i cannot do tat..
nw i noe..
i ll nt do it again..
sorry..


nv believe anione..
cannot b trust..
nv tell someone anithin impt..

i feel distance..

I MISS U!!

hope u r ard..

IM STRESS!!



pIggyIn
17june09
12.42pm
I MISS U
sad
lonely
scare
worry


i ll luv u as i ve promise.. hope u ll too..
9:24 PM